the words can lie , but not the faces

i juz read a friend blog , he said that . keep on smiling , fake it , n no one will know the truth about it . is it true ? fake is all that matter ? i tried, but i cant . my words can lie, but not my face . the truth is written directly .

do i have to go through this all over again for the third time ? frustrated , am i being the 'owg ketiga' or some1 in the middle ? honestly , i do like u . who's not ? but the term of LIKE n LOVE u is juz as a friend . but the way u treat me is juz not fair . it hurts . but why ? sebab aku ganas ? kasar ? tp tak cam die kan , lembut , manje , cantik . so im disqualified already ? u push me away juz like that . what am i to you ? a girl ? a women ? a friend ? a mayb juz some1 that u can minx pijam bahu ? dun say u never did it , coz u never realize . im the one who face it , im the one who feels it . u asked me once rite ? i do mad , i do jeles , juz becoz the way u treat her n me . its ur choice to like her , i have nothing to do with it , or to "NOT AGREEING"

emm . but plzz dun get me wrong . this is juz me . this is my thought . PROVE me if im WRONG . plzz . im begging u . i dun wanna get hurt again , juz like what happened to the THOSE DAYS.

xoxo sed